Feeling Lost...

A few lines from times long-ago....

Feeling Lost

My Life seems to be a game,
A game of reality and truth.
She said its me who makes her happy
and played the strings forever untouched.
I knew she wasnt lying then
guess she was just too high on love.
Its me who took them seriously,
And am now feeling lost.

Never dreamt it could happen to us,
thought things were in control.
Its like an ideal relationship,
with understanding and trust.
Be it long distance or otherwise,
we knew we could sail.
It doesnt seem to happen now,
Should I blame it to fate?

Fate, I thought was a mistress
that would succumb to a human mind.
Didnt realize it had gained power,
And I will have to fight.
Am not afraid of the war,
its fighting alone that shivers me.
The purpose right now seems senseless,
A war long lost.

Am hoping things do change,
and the spark rekindles.
The spark that caused euphoria.
The euphoria that is lost!